SOW has ended. like, so happy there's no more late sleep early wakes and dirty toilets to bathe in. but so sad that my og cannot sleep together in the same place anymore (LT).

im quite pissed at someone. dont know if she noticed it, but i didnt talk to her after that. I'm not trying to win u at a competition or anything, why the heck are u giving me such selfish replies!? You don't know me well enough yet, so I'll tell u not to piss me off. The sight ain't pretty.

This is for you to read, i'm not naming you, FOR NOW. but you should know im talking about u (unless you're really that slow than that's not my business cos i'll name u later if it continues).

Yesterday, I felt a little giddy during the amazing race. So I suspect my slight fever's back. I still can walk though. But still, it's fever. So i wanna double check with this girl. She touched my forehead and said I didn't have. But she didn't seem like she was sure of her answer so i told her i was a little giddy/dizzy. And she told me if u have a fever, your eyes will be hot. She said WILL, not MAY. and different people has different symptoms. MY DEAR. I was kinda worried to have a fever cos I'm still at camp with a day to go so I asked you, and if it's fever, I'll try to take more care of myself. then, WTF. SHE TOTALLY IGNORED ME. before that she still tell me that she had a fever the previous day. LIKE HELLO. yours is previous day, mine is CURRENT. retard?

Then this morn, i heard her telling dont-know-who that her fever's gone. so u expect people to pay attention to u when u have a fever, and ignore others who have a fever? OH NO WAIT. If u had a fever, that means your eyes were burning?? TOot.

My original voice is low enough, so I'm super conscious that with a sore throat and cough, my voice will deepened/hoarse. We're really sensitive to our own voices. A huge change in our voice to ourselves is just a minor change in reality. And again I asked the same girl if my voice changed (I'm stupid, i know). And off she goes, No la yours where got change. Mine then changed alot la. like WTF. Can u stop the hell of comparing!? I'm just asking u, not fighting for a position. I totally have no idea what was she thinking. And plus, yours didnt change alot. In fact, it didnt change at all. U wanna compare right? FINE. I seldom hear u cough during the camp. Wanna compare who coughed more? I'm feeling real childish right now.

If anybody else from my og reads this and think I'm unreasonable, fierce or whatsoever, I have nothing to say. Because I do have a temper. And you weren't in my position. Dizzy with an ignoring friend. wait, "friend"??

P.S. It's true that you do expect certain looks in your spouse. But when you expect a goodlooking spouse, please think if the opposite party likes u too. and oh, buy a mirror.



Thank goodness I have my lovely OG there to bring laughters back to me. Slumber party was cool, but music wasnt enough!! I wanted to dance the night away. But couldnt, cos there was rag day today. Results just gave me an impression HMMMM??? *raised eyebrows*