im about to start on my wr now.. jus came for a while.. these days, dunno why just feel very tired.. i cant even stay awake in any lessons.. dunno what's wrong with me. even now, i feel like sleeping already.. and it's only 9pm! weird.

wah, yesterday, stayed back in sch to discuss pw. then once again, this guy say he not free.. and he haven contribute anything to the wr, so duh, i got angry. cos like, i did so much and he kept giving excuses.. but that wasn't what hurt me. cos i got over it soon after in 10mins. i mean, i cant get angry? this guy in my class told me to stop bullying him. at that moment, i really wanted to cry.. i did so much for pw and i was told that i was bullying him... it felt like i was SUPPOSED to do it and let him get away. he say that guy so ke lian and stuff. he only did his part. i was compiling the whole thing and nothing is said. others did more than him and nothing is said either. seriously la, to that guy who said i bully him, think again. im still not over this matter, so for now, im following isabella. (u know what i mean). as happy or strong as i may seem in sch, i am still vulnerable in some ways.

it feels so much better to let out. and crying it out.